2013..nah it's just another day!

Ya Allah, it passed 6 days after the new year. Yup, as muslim we don't celebrate like wah it's new year ,it's a brand new day, it's a brand new year or  it's whatever you gonna say it peeps.It just another day in life that we say Alhamdulillah that we still alive and have the chance to ask forgiveness from Allah.

I do missed blogging so much, but frankly speaking I don't have that so called leisure time anymore.My resolution yea, even I'm not celebrating it, still as I have my resolution in life, that I'll contribute more to my so called passion which turns into good money, and more saving plus I want to lead a very super extra positive happy life.

People around me do changed.Somehow we been close for couple of years and because of the attitude, they've changed.I accepted it.I believe that Allah will shows in the future what is the hikmah behind everything.

I'm happy, Alhamdulillah with my life and again Alhamdulillah for whatever I've achieved in life.As 10 years ago when an interviewer asked me, what you gonna be in 10 years time, I'll said I'll owned my home based bussiness and not working anymore to do what I love the most and be happy and positive throughout my life.

Alhamdulillah alhamdulillah alhamdulillah..Allah has granted my dua'a ever since and I'm doing this since the past 4 years.

35? Indeed. It just a number.People said, it a year for woman reproductive system will be low, it's hard for you to have kids and ya again if you give birth now, at the age of 50, your kids just 15 and while at taht time you're waiting to have your grandkid.Common people don't be such bullshit saying things to others like that.Before you said that THINK, and think again, are the children of yours will be the ticket to jannah or vice versa,

Ahaaa...so think deeply again.I might have (insha Allah) kid later than you, but who knows for the patience that I have Allah granted me with something better in the hereafter.

The secret by Allah is too big,too mysterious and do believe one thing everything happened for a reason.

One more thing, please stop it people saying when are u going to Mecca, by looking at your spending and traveling for such places, I think you can go easily there.Stop doing it as you are bragging about how great you are that been there and see the Kaabah by your eyes.

May I asked you want question, what is the significant changed after you come back?If you changed to be better person Alhamdulillah, I'm super happy for you, but if not, look at yourself first.Attire may be changed, but how about your heart and attitude?(sat gi dok kutuk laki kat status FB pun ingat elok ka ngan title tu kan...so pikiaq laa..)

It's not a matter that you've been there to see Kaabah and had all those opportunity others don't have.It's matter of journey of purification of soul and be the guests Allah to be near HIM.Just please don't stop praying if you've been there that I'll be there too Insha Allah to feel the sweetness of being the 'special guest to a very sacred place'!

It's too early in Sunday to nag about life and others, but it's just a simple reminder for myself too.I tried to be more positive and be more open minded in life.

If happened throughout the past year, you hate me so much for my writings, coz silently you love to read it and put your shoes in my place.Think again..I might look happy and lavishly but does anyone know what inside?As long as I don't mentioned names so it's not you!If I've mentioned name it's not that I hate you but somehow, think again.Think deeply.Do all my readers know you?Naaaa...so?As if I put your photo everyday until people know you right or you are so called actress that secrets not to be revealed out.Somehow forgive me for my blunt words that may hurts you so much.

Remember one thing, don't look at me or point at me 1st, but look at yourself and think again.I might be blunt with words but how many people do stay in my life till now compared to yours?

So,as 2012 left us, let us be more positive.Look ahead for a better hereafter.How's that?Sounds good hah.Please forgive me for my wrongdoing peeps..deep down my heart, I love you so much!

Medan travelogue will be continue soon!